her-stubbornness 2

2nd post .... comments any1 ? lol if i suck that much u can tell me to stop ? or akamil .... ;*

xoxo

El-3needeh

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a normal day past by , school was boring as usual but things are getting really harder and tougher since its my last year , i know ill miss school but i really want a break i cant take it anymore …. you know the feeling of being pressured well thaaats how i feel right now i cant think straight from all the work and assignments we get i cant wait to finish school and go study in new york i know it would be hard at first for the fact that im going alone without any family members but if im not mistaken i heard mom saying that 3yaal 3mo mozeh a7mad w rashed there twins , both my age which i last saw when they were 8 i think la 9 … ma 2thkaar ill muhum they've been in NYC since back then because there dad yishti'3el fill sifaraa so they had to move there with him , though there parents are coming back yoom they'll finish school bss there staying to kemil jam3eh there , w anywaaay wyaayeh 3woosha.

though im not excited to see them as i remember ineh they were ugly-ish yoom kanaaw kids w last time i heard about them they told me that there really cleaver in school there ya3ni yi6l3oon min ill awaa2il , so ya maba i hang out with fat geeks …well i don't really know if there fat bss at5ayaalhum cheeh …….

at'thakaar yoom kina kids one of the twins i don't remember which one cuz they both look alike , kan kill maychoofne al3aab with the other kids boys or girls .. he pulls my hair until i go a9ee7 3ind mama w ma2l3aab wyaahum cuz im scared from him w after he does that he sits fill 9ala illy ana yalseh feeha w he stairs at me and smirks chaneh hes happy that he accomplished something …which is making me cry ;( , i never get him w i always wanted to know which one of the twins is he bss i never got the chance lol , know i cant get my revenge from him haha ,do u think he remembers a9lan loool .... hmmm sa3aat i think about the weirdest things don't i ?......

"rajooooooo asra3 shwaaay aba aw9aal ill bait elyoom mob bacher momkin tsri3 shwaaay !! "

uuhh bathba7eh enarfiz .... ma bi'3a yoo9al ill bait ...

"hallaaa eb la6ooftii shaklech 3yzaaneh shu mraak'6a fill emdirseh ? "

"lol laa umy bss yilasnaa fill shams w raasii dayer eshwaay shaklii baseer argid w inshallah aay aylis wyaach yoom banish "

"laa ya la6oofa ta3lii kilii shaaay awal '3adyeh sharaat ill 3i9aa shu biga minch ? "

"mb yo3aneh chabdi lay3eh "

i ran upstairs hoping that mama wouldn't call me and force me to eat anything cuz i really don't like to be forced to eat food when im really not hungry and the fact that there trying to get me fatter isn't working i like being thin why don't they get it !!

"hmm back to reality"

"malaaaaneh"

shakliii ill call 3waash w bachoof shu her plans for 2daay , aba a6laa3 eb 9ara7a

*calling 3waash*

li6ifeh : aloooo

3wash : hmm

li6ifeh: ragdeh ?

3waash : umm yaa

li6ifeh : wake up plz aba a6laaa3

3waash : ummmmmm ok bss ill mi'3arb

li6ifeh: kk basweelich later mob matrideen yalla ttyl

wee 7lailhaa 3waash shakilhaa msa6laa .... 3waash is my best friend she's my roo7mate walla i love that girl allot she understands me more than myself w she never falls for any of my tricks so maroom i experiment on her lol w inshallaaaaaah shes gonna be with me feee NY cuz our parents are close too so there gonna let us stay together w wyaana bishkara to take care of all the things w chee i really cant wait to gooooo theres only 1 month left soo it seems like its gonna feel like a year for that month to finally finish ......